Thursday, June 25, 2009

New tattoo?

No, this isn't about Nikki Reed or Kristen Stewart or any other famous person... It's just lil' ol' me. ;o)

You see, one of my treats for when I have my body is to get a tattoo. Well, one more, actually. I got my first tattoo ten years ago this summer, so I think it's high time for another. I have more than one planned too, but just one at a time. Oh, and they're all hidden so far, and I plan on keeping it that way. If anything, I'd go for the wrist, foot or inside of my lower arm near my elbow, but for the current and next one, you need to catch me in a bikini to see it.

The first is on my lower stomach and I got it when I was about umm maybe 20-25 pounds lighter. I was a bit on the heavy side, but being a vegetarian for 18 months and coming to terms (happily, I might add) with being gay really helped me shed the weight. Unfortunately, being happy and comfortable, has meant the weight has crept on again during the years. I've already lost a good 10 pounds now, so I need about 10 more for starters. I became too thin back in my veggie days, but this was after the tattoo. I'd really like to go vegetarian again - it's easier to control my food intake and morally I'd feel a lot better, but it just seems to scare people a bit (especially my mom is scared I'll get too thin again) and also, it's a bit of an inconvinience. Not to me, mind you, but everyone else perceives it that way. Just one of my little battles, I suppose.

ANYWAY, back on track: Tattoo! Hmm, I suppose my old tattoo could be described as being close to the hip bone, but it's not quite as low as I would've liked. LOL, or maybe it's just my gaining and losing weight that has me confused about where it was versus where it is now. In any case, I still love it, and have no regrets about getting it - though it does need a touch-up and maybe I'll add something to it.
But my next tattoo - which is what this post was initially supposed to be about, before I got a rambling attack - is going to be a quote from Braveheart. I've been struggling with what I wanted, but I was pretty sure I wanted a quote, and suddenly I stumbled across an old e-mail I sent myself with quotes for future tattoos and it all came back to me. I've ALWAYS wanted this, and somehow I'd forgotten.

Your heart is free. Have the courage to follow it.

Wifey actually made a sketch for me with this quote in latin and some artwork around it about 6 years ago. Back then I wanted it placed on my lower back, but I was never quite pleased - or at ease - with the idea and look of it. But now I know what I want: Just the quote in a cool font and on the left side of my torso (near my heart). Like this one, but still different:

I don't have the sketch ready yet, but I will soon and we're booking an appointment with a tattoo place soon, so I'll have that as an incentive to get totally toned by then. October is the plan, and it'll be Wifey and my birthday present to one another. Oh yeah, she's getting one too. Her first one. Nothing like mine and in a different spot... it'll be an amazing experience.

Anyone has any experience with getting tattooed in that area of your body?

- Gaygirl

Monday, June 22, 2009

Sex on Fire

Okay, so my latest obsession is the song "Sex on fire" by Kings of Leon. Hardly a new song, but I found this playlist on YouTube that has like 30-something different videos for the song, and obviously, I just say "play all" and go about my online fun and/or work on my computer.

I love how YouTube playlists have proven to me that I am no freak. Just because I can listen to the same song like a freakin' billion times, I am not alone with my addiction. I mean, even I think that sounds pretty sick. But if I switch to another song, then I know I'll start getting cravings for my current "drug of choice" again, and so... I return. Also, it has become my running and umm fantasy song (?), I suppose. To me, it just SCREAMS 'put me on and have passionate sex'. LOL, to some people that effect comes from clothes og a scent, but for me it's music - though the other stuff works too. ;o)

Oh, and I've discovered a great new thing; Certain songs is my new comfort food. I mean, instead of eating something, I can actually just play a song (right now it's this one) and get the same need fullfilment. It's GREAT to help me get to my body.

Anyway, I was thinking that the song would be great for one of those amazing compilation videos on YouTube (my other guilty YouTube pleasure). You know, the one called "best kisses" or just "favorite scenes" and of course the operative words in connection to this is gay/lesbian. ;o) And what do you know, I stumbled across one... Not even looking for it really. Anyway, whether you like the compilations or the song, here you go (embedding was disabled, so I have to direct you to it)

Maybe afterwards you'll like both? :oP

Feelin' groovy,
- GG

Image of Monday: Rainbow kisses



Have a great one! :o)
- GG